The Mom's Club Book Club

This winter, I traveled to the very swank McCandless Crossing Panera to meet a group of moms for their monthly book club discussion.

The book they read was No Room for Hondo.

And so I was super excited and nervous. Like the nauseous kind of nervous. Still, multiple people read my book and were willing to discuss it with me. Perhaps they were even excited and nervous to meet me!

I pulled on my best new $4.00 Gabes' sweater, hiked up my big girl pants, and carefully cut a path through the snowy night. (In February, it snowed EVERY time I thought about going anywhere.)

The Panera was completely empty.

At the appointed time, three moms arrived. We sat in a booth and had what I found to be a surreal conversation. They'd really read it, for one thing. And though I could tell one of the three didn't enjoy it as much as the others, the reviews were positive and genuine. We chatted for over an hour. A Panera employee was waiting for us to leave so he could vacuum. When it was over, they said their book club felt more "real" since they'd had an author at their meeting.

I thought the same thing about my writing career. It suddenly felt more real.

In the months since there hasn't been much action for my first novel. A Kindle Unlimited reader here or there. An occasional solo purchase. It was on my list of "things I'd like to do before I turn 40" to "get sales of No Room for Hondo to a non-embarrassing number." I may just be giving myself an easy out, and I do have more than two years before the big 4-0. But...

I think those three moms made this entire endeavor worthwhile. 

(I'd totally visit another book club in-person or via Skype or Facetime. Contact me at resciniti3 at if you're interested!)

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The question for May: It's Spring! Does this season inspire you to write more than others or not?

It's seventy-four degrees as I type to you this May Day from my front porch. My dogs are out with me. Birds are singing. The neighborhood is filled with the sound of chainsaws, heavy digging equipment, and mowers. Honestly, can we not respect the sunshine with a little quiet? 

All the same, spring has sprung. Warmth and sunshine combine to make me feel more alive than I did through the long winter. Life is good. And there's no time for writing.

You see, last fall, October to be specific, grubs invaded my once pristine lawn. Then, raccoons or bears or armadillos came to eat the grubs. The turf suffered. Nighttime air temps above forty (for the first time last night) allow for lots of yard work. I've applied beneficial nematodes and purposely seeded the lawn with white clover. I'm going organic this year and fully expect my life will now consist of moving a sprinkler from one section of the yard to another as I cry out, "don't die on me" to the fine fescue.

It will be fun.

A few months ago, I wrote the first chapter of my next novel. I was pretty proud of it, printed the pages and gave them to my super special advance readers (my husband and daughter). They either really liked it or love me too much to tell me otherwise. That was a good day. Time passed and it was an occasional topic of conversation.

"Have you written any more of your book?"
"Do you know what's going to happen next?"
"Are you EVER going to write any more of that book?"

These questions mostly from my daughter. She provides me pages of her work in progress at least once a week. It's a fascinating fantasy novel. Super descriptive. Blows me away.

"I haven't had time," I'll say. Or "I've been thinking about it."

She shrugs at me and goes to her room where she'll dash out fifteen pages. This has become intimidating. Not that it's a competition, but come on!

In an attempt to stop being so utterly disappointing, I'm going to make a point to write every day this month. Starting tomorrow because right now I have to move the sprinkler.

Costco Croutons and a Broken Expander

My husband has been food shopping with me regularly. It took a while for me to adjust, but he's become an indispensable part of my grocery getting. For instance, at breakfast I might say, "we should check and see if there are more paper towels in the garage before we go to SAMs Club."

And he'll say, "yeah, we should do that."

Then we'll be in SAMs Club, as though we teleported there, and I'll say, "I forgot to check the paper towels at home."

"So did I," he'll say.

It's a shared joke then to put the newly purchased paper towels on top of the glaringly visible, unopened pack of paper towels already in the garage. We repeat this process weekly with things like decaffeinated tea bags.

But I knew we didn't want to buy more croutons at Costco.

"You don't like the croutons from Costco," I said.

"Were those from Costco?"


And we didn't buy the croutons. I never thought to ask why he didn't like the Costco croutons. They were organic and looked like any other prepackaged stale bread cubes. I don't partake of the croutons, so just making it out of the store without a five-pound bag of food that no one in the house wanted seemed like a victory.

That very evening, eating a salad which has since been recalled because no one knows whether it was grown in Yuma, AZ or not, my daughter announced that a crouton had become lodged in her palate expander.

Now this palate expander is no joke. Drawing from my personal experience, I thought orthodontic care would be tough. On my daughter. Because she's the patient. Little did I know she would get a "distalizer palate expander" for "rapid palatial expansion." This jobber has a tiny little hole that cranks a screw to perform the actual expanding. It's the mother that has to turn the screw. Sixteen times!

Maybe my close up vision isn't what it once was, but it was a real thing to get the "key" into the hole of that screw. The key is this plastic handle with a pin on the end. I spent two weeks poking around, doing a bad job. On the fifteenth night, I made a breakthrough! The key went right in the hole on the first try. I pushed down to turn the screw. Nothing.

The screw wouldn't make its fifteenth turn. The orthodontist had to take the expander out of her mouth (this thing is cemented in there, by the way) and lubricate it with vegetable oil. Turns fifteen and sixteen proceeded on subsequent nights without difficulty.

My bit was done. 


Enter the crouton.

The expander in question looks similar to this "Pendex Appliance." 

During a tense fifteen minutes, reports issued forth that it was not, in fact, a stuck crouton, but a broken expander. Without hesitation, I picked up the phone and happened upon the orthodontist's extended evening hours. We raced out of the house to the professionals.

"I've never seen that before," says the doctor.

"Have you been eating jelly beans?" the tech asked.

"Croutons wouldn't do that," says the doctor.

The expander was pulled out AGAIN and kept overnight to be soldered back together. A little metal bit had cracked right off. And the technician was insistent that she knew the culprit: jelly beans.

On the car ride home that night, it was disclosed that the Costco croutons are "filled with rocks" and many times eating them has "almost broken a tooth."

"But why did the technician lady think it was jelly beans? Have you been eating jelly beans?"

That part remains a mystery. There have been no beans. The palate expander was re-installed the next day. The tech came to the waiting room to give a report. She told me that the expander needed to be unturned to fit back in. So I needed to find the key and do two more turns. Two bonus turns. 

So on top of discovering that my family has been suffering dried bread that's the same consistency as driveway gravel, I had to poke around with a pin-like key in my daughter's mouth again. My only solace is that I remembered not to buy more croutons from Costco. And we'll steer clear of jelly beans. Just in case.

The Craft Drawer: Where Dreams go to Die

We are a crafty people. That is to say, my daughter and I are on the verge of becoming hoarders, buried alive by "nice sheets of cardboard" and a drawer full of bottle caps that will someday turn into something super neat. 

Once, a hand-me-down dresser came into my possession. It was heavy and rather than drag it upstairs to a bedroom where a dresser would make sense, I thought, hey, let's put this in the living room. We can keep our craft stuff in it. 

And so it was.

The dresser became packed with dowel rods and resin figures, stamp kits and sticker sets. It held an abundance of construction paper. If you opened one of those craft drawers, the contents would pour out like a slot machine jackpot.

Our craft supplies runneth over.

On a gloomy day in March, I determined it was time to tame the beastly drawers. I had a hand-me-down Sizzix that needed a permanent home. The dresser, I declared, would house only paper crafting supplies. All other materials would be relocated!

Oh, those other materials! Every manner of glued, taped, stapled creation had been stashed in various states of doneness. Construction paper with lopsided hearts cut right from the middle, paper scraps, homemade "books," pipe cleaners with dangling google eyes. The drawers were a time capsule of creativity from a bygone era. Digging through each layer went further back in time. The papers tightly wrapped around pencils representing her scroll phase gave way to long ropes of rainbow loom and playdoh crusted utensils.

"This is really sad," I said out loud to no one in particular. "It's like all of her dreams were just stuffed in here and forgotten."

Two hours later, nostalgic and sad, the craft drawers were organized into adult rows of paper crafting supplies. And childhood was dead.

But not quite. You see, on a cold gloomy April day, I decided that those wayward craft supplies could be rehomed. In the toy cabinet.

The toy cabinet is an Ikea wardrobe that originally housed my clothes like any good Ikea wardrobe would. Once we moved to a home with actual closets, the wardrobe became toy storage.

Lately, it hasn't been getting much action.

Teenagers don't play with toys and since it's been five years since my last decluttering attempt, there was much she'd outgrown. As in, all of it.

I couldn't bring myself to get rid of the mini-princesses. Even the rigid ones with immovable arms and legs that used to live in the sandbox. I put their grungy bodies into a box with Tinkerbell and her fairy friends. I carefully removed the batteries from Strawberry Shortcake's remote control car. I placed it in the box remembering how our dog loved to chase it and bark when he was a puppy. All of these things, about fifteen pounds of girlhood miniatures and accessories, I packaged and stashed away.

Someday I'll show these to my granddaughter, I thought.

Isn't that the ultimate in optimism? Saving the Barbies and the American Girl dolls and the mini-princesses for future granddaughters? As if, somewhere in the world, a family is raising a boy that's wonderful and awesome enough for my daughter. And my daughter will meet that boy and then someday bring her family, complete with at least one little girl, to play with her own childhood toys at my house.

It makes sense that I sold all of my childhood Barbies at a yard sale when I was 15.

After the packing away and the sorting of garbage and the piling of toys for donation, the Ikea wardrobe makes a smart craft storage vessel. All I have to do now is open it for a visual reminder that my child is more adult than kid. And she has a lot of pony beads.